summer 07

Summer of 07 was a time of finding my self, my true self. I had spent much of the year as other people. I would pretend to not like things when i did. Like certian bands. I pretended not to like green day for example. In my heart I knew who I was but i was too afraid of losing friends. I had spent four long years looking for true friends but didn't find any. My only friend was this stuck up chinese girl Yvonne but back then in my mind she was better then not having anyone. I would do what she wanted and be the person she wanted me to be which was not myself. I longed to be the punk i am today but i couldn't sacrifice any more then i had that year. I had lost so many friends for different reasons because i never fit any clicks in high school.
One faithful day i was in the apple store and my life as i knew it would be turned upside down. I laughed for the first time in four years. I started to find real friends. I spent a lot of time there and i started to find more and more friends too many to count for once i was popular. I had a group to hang out with we would go to the beach and to china town, for walks and for the first time I was my true self. I will always remember it in my heart and spirit cause it changed me and who i thought i was. Summer of 07 is gone but not forgotten.